A monster that she got to know accidentally. Respect, Honesty, integrity, love, decency were virtues told to be cherished by him to her. Befriending her was a means to him, to break boredom in his monotonous shady life. And the story begins henceforth.
Under the façadicious duties & obligations to honor, he took her in that “make believe”, but the reality had different in store. Chasing other women at back, lying, mild insults, and tinch of rude attitude in the dose of love all followed. Ironically, she was well educated, bold, and mature yet flowed along with the tide of stupid emotions. She was warned by near ones yet she blindly followed her faith.
Time had its own script, he called off the terms, and like a coward used insults, ignore, to quit instead of direct negotiations. Nonetheless, she never believed in wasting time and spoiling terms because things soured up in the past. Yet made efforts to stay in talking terms. Though there was no expectation of any gain (‘materialistic”, as he accused her once) in this by her, but the crude male nature never changes. He never bothered to keep her posted about his whereabouts, unless she bothered him for so. Horrendously after coming back from a vacation, he had the audacity to speak out the venom he always had in mind. Nasty, Brute, shallow nature was revealed when he replied as to how he was doing, by saying that he has been warming up his bed by paid avenues via females.
There is no scope for blame game. Splits do not define negativity. But am glad to share with you all that she has learnt lessons of life the harsh way. What others used to say about him to her, was so true. Yet this tragedy does not desist her from being good or look towards future with optimism. It will be futile to raise hue and cry for somebody who never valued her. Yet a deep seated desire persists in her. He should go through the same trauma of insults, rudeness, for-granted ness, lies, infidelity by near ones. Is she at fault in wishing so?
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While initially there's no being at fault, merely slightly misdirected, the key lies in rising above the petty, and living the life you deserve, with people who deserve you.
I often wind up on blogs by accident, and on occasion, I'm glad that particular accident happened. This is one of those occasions.
i appreciate ur ideas!my female protagonist will rise abov trivial issues, nicole kidman, oprah winfrey, mira nair,kiran mazumdar shaw, j.k.rawlings, hillary clinton, wangri mathai,or may mayawati in our india, women who were honest in personal terms, yet did not find reciprocal remarks, today by their sheer proficiency they have rose above the petty!
Granted, All those women are inspiring, but don't forget the strength behind Amna Mirza. She's the one you whose respect and love you want to live for.
i think "she" needs to get out of "he". he does not deserve so mush attention in life around her. just because his 'fake'-love(though non-existent always& now for ever) was her strength does not give her a reason to make herself weak, so better to look foward here.
was roamin around blogosphere wen i came across ur post...well articulated n refreshin style,i mus say dat...lookin towards future wid optimism is wat i agree wid...
i empathise...but not with the "he going through same trauma" part...i gave what i had in full earnest--that is all that's important..
He's already out of the picture. That's the way you need to see it. It's a picture of you standing strong, tall, beaming, with a lovely smile like the one you have in that picture there.
sweet amna :)
cheers, i'm always on your side.
I just went through the post and thought that it was the story of my last 2 years at college!!
Very well written, and yes "She" has every right to feel the same and even worse!!
At the same time "She" should think that even in thinking so she is wasting her time and energy over someone that does not actually deserve it!!
There is no coming back from a broken relationship..you should always beleive the best is yet to come!!
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